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(no subject) [May. 4th, 2005|02:18 pm]
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Join fixmymirror now! We are a new community for any eating disorder, and are in need of new members!
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new here :) [Mar. 30th, 2005|03:31 pm]
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hi everyone.. well just wanted to say hi really and introduce myself. my names kylie im a 24 yr old from australia. ive been diagnosed with ana with purging tendancies.. ive had both on and off for as long as i can remember and basically forced into recovery with each of my children (i have three) i was right on track with my weight loss but was giving recovery a try and am not renigging on that decision.. ive put on a bit of weight and want to get back down again. i hate my body and am not happy unless im doing something about getting rid of this discusting fat that surrounds me. im 5' 2.5 and i currently weigh 105 pounds.. gross i know!!!!!!! ugghh. i aim to get down to 100 at this stage then from there 95. if anyone wants to email or chat i would love an ana/mia buddy. i love fasting and would love to have someone to help keep me motivated.. lets face it we all need help sometimes. anyways, look forward to getting to know you all!
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(no subject) [Mar. 7th, 2005|03:29 pm]
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Well todays had its ups and downs already. I ate 300 cals. I went to the gym and worked out and the guy wanted to measure my body fat. he weighed me and i weighed 114 which is ugh..better than 116 but still have a long way to go.. Its a lot better than the 140 I used to weigh but sitll not good enough. The scale for the body fat went as follows
Athletic...Idea...Average..Above average....and then some other obses ones (above average would be horrible in this case)

Anyway..my body fat precentage was 22% I looked on the scale and that is Idea which means thats good and then i stopped to think
almost 1/4 of my body is fat. That is soo disgusting. Even though it is idea...eww..how gross is that when idea is so fat. 14 lbs to go then i'll do it again. I want to be in the althetic range. It's sometimes easier than i thought and other times its harder. Must lose more weight ahhh...anyone have any advice?
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(no subject) [Mar. 6th, 2005|11:26 pm]
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I didnt do well this weekend
Yesterday was mine and my boyfriends one year anniversary
he took me out to dinner ick
it was good but i ate too much....3 hours after I ate for some reason i almsot threw up..like I thought I just had to burp and all the sudden blah..yeah
i gained 3 lbs..this sucks oh well..tommorows another day
weekdays are always better than the weekend.

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(no subject) [Mar. 4th, 2005|03:52 am]
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Ok, it took me a lot of nerve to put this up. I was ana when I was 11-14 and I looked good. I was 5'9 125lbs and I had HUGE breasts. I'm 18 now and I have been diagnosed as bi-polar, as a result I have been put on lots of different medications and have gained A LOT of weight. I don't like to talk about it with anyone, because I think I'm still in denial that I'm fat. I have a wonderful boyfriend, he's goregous, thin, everything and he loves me and says that I'm beautiful. Still, I feel unconfortable getting naked around or with him. I not only want to get thin again for him, I never feel good about myself. I have stretch-marks now and I'm disgusting. I have become what I used to look at and say, "I will NEVER be that fat." I am ready to make that change and I need all the support and help you all can offer.

H: 5'9
CW: 240-250
HW: 240-250
LW: 113lbs
GW: 115lbs

I know, I know, I have a LONG way to go, but I know I can and will do it.

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Here's a pic of my at Christmas, it's not full-body, I know, but you can see how fat my face and fingers are. Gross.
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(no subject) [Mar. 3rd, 2005|11:13 pm]
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Hey guys im back. I've slipped a bit unfortantly. Today my mom and dad were like "you look like crap you cheeks are sucked in and bla bla your too thin" Im sitting there thinking..WTF im 116 lbs and they think thats too thin..what if i was to tell them that I wanted to lose at least 16 more lbs. God they'd flip

Anyway here are some reminder stats

Height 5'3
Current weight: 116
Highest weight 140
lowest weight 111
short term goalweight 110
long term..under 100

I dance 3 nights a week (monday, tuesday and thursday)..4 starting next mont(add fridays)...and i work out at the gym 3 times a week(monday wednesday friday) and eat once a day...
Yeah i have a huge dance preformance in june that I'd really like to be thin for
here are some recent type pics its been awhile i hope i did the cut right if not im sorry

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My main areas i want to work on are my stomach, thigh and arms
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(no subject) [Jan. 29th, 2005|12:37 pm]
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[Current Music |"martini kiss"-senses fail]

weight info
starting weight: 115 lbs
current weight: 115 lbs
highest weight: 118 lbs
lowest weight: 112 lbs
short-term goal: 110 lbs
long-term goal: 90-100 lbs

hi i'm kelcie...i don't really know what to say so i'm just going to give you all a long winded and unnecessary history lesson about me...i have always been a little obsessed with food and weight and i have always had this great fear of being fat...i have had nightmares about it...it plaugues me..i was lucky for so long because i had this bone growth deficiency so i was a lot tinier than i was supposed to be...but this past year i gained a whole bunch of weight and i absolutely hate it...i complained about it all the time and i was very upset with mtself for allowing it but i was too lazy and stupid to do anything about it...then i started going to a school for the arts...i had ballet everyday for 3 hours and modern for 2...i was burning off tons of fat...i looked great...especially because i stopped eating...ahh...the introduction to ana...i was a little lost so a couple upper classmen showed me all thier secrets...i didnt eat breakfast or dinner and my friend and i would split one weight watcher microwaveable meal every day at lunch...it was wonderful...and then things went to crap again...i moved and i had to go to a public school...and i have waited 4 months for my dad to take me to sign up for dance...so without dance i haven't been burning much and i've been depressed so i have been to lethargic to excersize...and then i started eating again...out of boredom...out of depression...i lost it all...and now i'm ready to change again...i'm very weak-willed though...and none of my friends understand...they all get upset when i don't eat...they tell my teachers who tell my counselors who i have to beg not to tell my parents...i'm beginning to feel alone...if they were my friends they'd want me to be happy right? not fat and depressed...so i'm trying my best to keep it all a secret...and i have been doing ok...but i fall into lapses...and i just need people who can hepl me and support me in what i do...people who understand what it's like...i know it's always the first 3 days of a fast that are hard...after that it feels great...or at least for me...but it's getting over those couple days...i refuse to be this disgusting lump of lard anymore...
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(no subject) [Jan. 1st, 2005|02:01 pm]
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Starting weight: 128
Current weight: 119
Heighest weight: 140
Lowest weight: 111
Short term goal weight: 110
Long term goal weight: 100

9 lbs to go till my short term..i did bad last night but i didnt gain any weight :)
I have a sorta problem tho..I cant remember the last time i went to the bathroom other than to go pee..yeah its been over a week..that cant be good.
think thin lady's :)
remember..most of us havent eaten since last year :)!!
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(no subject) [Dec. 30th, 2004|07:01 pm]
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PROBLEM!!: okay ive lost 8 lbs in 4 days..which is awsome rite...but now i have stretch marks on my thighs from loseing weight fast..anyone know any tips on getting rid of those..stretch marks are soooooo ugly...help please!!

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When i got home from dinner with my paents i was back up to 125...but that was because of the whole pot of green tea i drank..after i went to the bathroom 3 times i returned to 120 :) haha overall i think i did well...8i will excersie tonight just to make sure :)
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(no subject) [Dec. 26th, 2004|07:14 pm]
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Today I ate

10 M&Ms
turkey sandwich
and a half of apple

my mom made me eat the sandwich infront of her...of course i was not happy...not at all...
I burned 200 cals working out today. Not enough but its a start. I also did it in the morning when it was all fat cals. Tommorow my mom will be at work but my dad will be at home and he will want me to eat. Hopefully tommorow will be better.
I see my boyfrined and I always seem to eat around him..hopefullyl not this time
I made a pretty red ana braclet with black hearts (depression) i love it
Anyone have any tips/advice on loseing weight..im always open :)
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